Take a dare and i made the step which i wont do in the past...
afraid to be just like than, where i missed my chance.. scare if im missing too much.. wad im hoping for..
2sentance u said and it felt just like a mountain dropping down on my heart...
DOM... (sinking sound)
FEAR, is all i have now. i dunno y.. dun ask..
maybe its becos of ur expectation, maybe its becos of the respondsibility i face..
i dunno..or maybe is becos u doesnt expect anything.. and u are willing to give in all.. but i aint ready for all of that...
though we could have a happy start.. i had no idea how to face u for now..
lucky i still have days before that.. thinking.. in wad way shud i contact u..
wad would it be.. our conversation..
im a coward, dun give me too much..i cant take it.. i aint a guy who take respondsibility.. and i never do.. mayb i did.. in d pass.. but it was long gone...
its just a beginning and it hurts.. imma gonna cry.. pls. can sum1 guide me?
Saturday, November 27, 2010