x.x.x.x.

Sry, i shudn't have say it,but i fail to hold back.
F.E.A.R is wad i had been holding back since then.
i hvnt tell u the other reason for the fear... and i doubt if i would tell..
i dun know.. seem like i nid time to adjust.. or wad.. i dunno..
lot of thinking have been flash through my mind..
feeling has been crossed over... i am happy but on the other hand i had fear..for u.
u try to explain the words.. i stopped u.. i cant bear tat respondsibility.. im still not there yet.. not now.. or mayb it jus wont happen between us..

again..im a coward.. just days has pass and it quite alot hav happen..
doubting if this choice i made was correct.. i cant imagine wad would happen when the day come where i hv to leave... u cried twice..in 4days? and i make u sad quite a few time.. gosh.. tell me..where would this lead..and how to fix this??


(mayb he's smart instead of wood,
mayb he sees where it lead to..
shoud hav learn him and said those thing..
maybe.. maybe its a better way out..)

i dunno wad happen between u gurls, hope it wasnt wad i think it is.. if it is.. it sux.. guess the wound is hard to heal.. and ther's no turning back..